there is a story behind the title. if u read, ull know wut the story is!::
so id napping a crime? yes napping. laying down on ur bed about 6 o'clock at night and taken a nap, a crime? no..BUT according to many a people(my parents) it is.
so i took a nap about 6. i was tired i have been i thought they knew that. i told them but then again when do they listin? so i had a lovely nap till about 7 when dad woke me up to ask what i wanted for dinner::
here is dad's one out of many issues he has with me: he thinks i dont eat. if he knew me better he would kno i eat alot. my friends know i eat alot. UNLESS(omg, a unless) im SLEEPING or not feeling well. pefectly good reasons not to eat. dont u think? so he wakes me up and asks what i want for dinner, i replyed with a clever "sleep" he said he was just going get me somthing. fine whatever i dont care.
i fall back to sleep and wake up about 840 feeling BETTER becuase of a NAP. oh god. so i reach for my clock(cell phone) and relize i have 2 new voicemails. jayson. i love him i really do. BUT, this morning he pist me off becuase he called me and woke me up. i dont like being woken up for futher notice. but i apologized and all that. so when i listined to my voicemials.. it was him, asking wut am i doing if i was ok becuase he hadnt heard from me in a little while:
a little while is a day or 2, not 2 to 3 hours. so i sent him a little text message saying i was sleepin and that i woudl call him later.
so then i remembered, mom asked me to get her gas for her car. so i rushed(or as "rushed" as fast as i could with just waken up) to the living room where i ask to my mother, dou still need me to go get gas??::
fucking yells at me "well i did but i had no idea when u were going wake and be responsible." she said with that face a bitch would have. "sporry i fell asleep" i said oh so innocently as i made my way to the computer. "well now u father is half-drunk drivinga nd getting em gas, THAT u were suppose to being doing!!" i hear from the living room which was 3 feet away. "...." as i said nothing i get online to check my obession, myspace.
so i am about to check on it whne the house phone rings. so i see teh number and its jayson's. hmm. so i pick up and he says something like "hey u ok?" no comment, i wish. i kinda flipped out and said like "sorry i took a nap" then i bitched a bit, and we decied we would talk later. ok .
so then enter my father from his gas trip(sounds like a drug). i dont say anything but he feels liek he hould comment on how he got me food, and " why didnt u wake up for dinner?" "um, i was sleeping.." "why didnt u eat?" "i just woke up..need a little time before i eat" " i bought u a warm, well it was warm when i bought it, sandwich. if u want it, if u dont eat im not wasting my money on ur food ever again" oh god. im shaken in my cold feet. i think i need socks. so i say "ok" i didnt really care i was just blah from waken up and being yelled at the same time. yelling to wake u up or coffee? i perfer coffee over being yelled at.
so then of ocurse i eat my food and then go to my room(with my feet in socks) and call jayson. like we planed earlier. so i tell him im sorry and stuff and tell him why i flipped out and ya. so more blah blah.
well im now only writing this becuase he had to get off teh phone to call me when it is "safe" like he is goingt o die if he calls me. i dont get it, i can be on the phone till only god knows when and other poeple's parents give them time limits. 10, 1030, even 9. but these people are also the poeple who would expect to sneak out and go to a concert or party or something. whatever these damn kids do these days. i dont really get it.
so anywhoo. i decied that i need to take a jc class, next semestor. i want to be a graphic designer. i think i be good ta that instead of animation. which doesnt do anything for em at all. except makes me angry. and i have enough anger problems w/o a computer forceing it on me . so i asked my wonder father's opion which class is should i take. he had no real advise except it wont help me out in my future. did i tell u that when i was younger being an animator excited me and made em happy. once i got into it that passion was gone. completly. i also became a teenager. well there still obssed with me becoming it. when i want to do three things in my life. bartend, hair dresser,a nd graphic design. life's a bitch isnt it. lol.
ok sorry to get into that. im getting tired again and i wish jayson just call. blah.
well if u read it thank u for reading.
24 days till xmas/annie is at my house
15 days till xmas break
9 dyas till i ahve being going out w/jayson for 6 months
15.5 hours till fraturday.